Hold Still by Nina Lacour

Author:Nina Lacour [Lacour, Nina]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: Juvenile Fiction, Social Issues, Friendship, Suicide, Depression & Mental Illness
ISBN: 9781101148884
Google: ZKyyyXOTNbAC
Amazon: 0142416940
Publisher: Speak
Published: 2009-10-19T23:00:00+00:00

By the time I’m finished reading I’m shaking. Everything gets blurry. I bury my head in my pillow, grab my comforter in both hands and try to rip it but nothing happens. I think about where she is now, in a coffin, underground in a cemetery I’ve only been to once and will never go to again. How it’s so easy for her to not feel anything at all, to be just completely gone, to not be around to see how fucked up she’s made me. She got to disappear completely and I feel like I’m about to combust. I stuff the corner of the blanket into my mouth until I can’t fit any more of it in and then I scream and scream and the sound comes out muffled. And I wonder what was so bad that she couldn’t do anything about it. What was so terrible that she felt she could never get over. When it gets too hard to breathe, I pull the blanket out and see that my teeth have only made little marks, tiny, invisible frays in the cotton. I can barely see them at all.

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